Alex you need some energy when you read my letter – because I know you are going to read it! I ain’t nasty or nothin – but I do have some real questions. I listen to these #TurnUp letters and sob stories every week, but I don’t feel like anyone is ever just owning what they do. Ain’t nothin wrong with being a little freaky sometimes, you know?
I am only 25 years old and I feel like I have so much life to live. There is no reason that I should limit myself to one sexual partner, no sexual encounters and a lifestyle of nun-style living and I’m not even in a committed relationship or married yet.
My friends don’t like to talk about the freaky stuff they like to do, but I have only had the opportunity to be a freak a couple of times, and it sucks. I used to be 300 pounds and now I’m much slimmer, right around 149, got booty and my breasts are sitting — I want to get laid, all the time. I just didn’t get it in like I could’ve at 18, 19 and 20 and I worked hard for this body.
Why do I have to be considered a freak because I don’t mind threesomes? I even thought about other types of encounters — but I’m still kind of conservative.
What is the factor that makes people say “I ain’t gonna do that… it’s wrong. It’s too much.” Why not live your life while you can? I feel like people don’t do what they dream of because of fear — and I don’t want to be considered a freak for expressing myself. You feel me?
So my question –
Where can I go to talk to people that are sexually free? Church is obviously not the place to have “free” conversation, I can’t talk about it at work and my friends don’t seem to be budging — so I thought I would ask the masses — where are the people that like freaky conversation?
You better read this!