First. Love y’all. I do miss T Max though! 🙂
So, I am a good guy. I swear I am. I’ve done everything I could do to prove to my guy that I am in this for the long go, but more often than not I’m starting to believe that obviously, nice guys always finish last.
I’ve been with the same guy since graduating college two years ago and being with him has been a struggle. I graduated, and he’s on his 3rd transfer. We live together and mostly everything is in my name, though he does help pay for things when he can. He’s pursuing his modeling career, that I’m very supportive of… and even help style him sometimes, but now he’s thinking that porn may be an alternative to finishing college and working, since he’s cute and, thick, I guess.
He doesn’t think it’s a big deal, but sex is something that is still sacred to me. He says that if it’s consistent work and pays our bills, I should be comfortable with it, because I’ll still be on his arm. I don’t know if this is normal, but do people usually date porn figures or stars? I love him, and I want to stay around, but I feel like I’m at my wits end with this. It’s just not what I imagined. Shit. It’s not what I want. Ending everything seems like it would be just as much a hassle though.