I just got to work and when I tell you guys I am so frustrated with my husband. We’ve been married for just over a year and have an interesting relationship to say the least… He met me when I used to dance professionally (do with that what you will) while I was trying to put myself through college. No kids, no strings. He’s always been obsessed with my body and no lie when we were just dating, we did some really freaky things with 3rd parties. We got married and it just turned into REALLY freaky stuff with us. 50 shades of grey meets blackness and vuloptousness (me!). Now Friday he asked me if I wanted to start bringing people back into what we do. We’ve never been specific, we bring anybody in. female. Male. Tranny. We freaky. Both of us, but when he mentioned it Friday it turned into a weekend argument. I was wondering if I wasn’t doing something right? IF he was missing something? And what if how we should do this? I would be open to it but why all of a sudden?? I like to keep our private life private, but he’s good for telling his boys – which I assumed had stopped since we stopped. My main concern is I don’t want people looking at me like a wife that gets stepped all over, but I want him to be happy. When it’s private its good. I just got to work Im at work and I can’t even focus. I want this to end well and I don’t want him to leave me!