I woke up this morning and realized that I had been wasting my time. I got to work and have started to research apartments. I think it’s time for me to leave my boyfriend. We’ve been together for 3 years and I just think I want something else. It’s probably better this way, not to mention men don’t seem to be me doing it for me anymore.
It’s weird typing this out – because I went through all of the trouble of letting everyone I was gay when I made it official with him. I just have really been soul searching and… Sex searching and I think I miss the affection of a woman.
How do I tell him? How do I tell the world?
Is this a phase? Was my gay a phase?