I am in the middle of one of the most ridiculous dilemmas that I’ve ever been faced with. For 4 years I’ve had a dude on the side to really satisfy my sexual needs because my boyfriend just doesn’t put it down right. We really have no strings attached sex usually, my dude has always only thought that he was the only one… and as we’ve gotten more serious I’ve considered breaking things off with my dude on the side. Well, I had planned to do it, sometime this month, but now… I’m pregnant. First of all, I’m on birth control, so I don’t know how this happened. I’m pissed. I don’t know who’s it is… but seeing as how me and my actual boyfriend only get it in maybe once a week or maybe every two weeks and I get it in with the other guy almost everyday, I have a pretty idea of what I’m about to deal with.
The thing is, the other guy, is dating my best friend. I am thinking that it may just be best to convince myself that this is my boyfriends baby and not tell anyone anything. The other guy doesn’t know that I’m pregnant yet, and I’ve only told my best friend — which seems to just make things worse.
What do you think I should do? I feel like I’m going to need the support anyway and it may just be best if no one ever knows anything.
Please don’t post my name. Me and my boyfriend listen to you every damn morning.