This sounds really complicated – but I promise it’s like the story of my life. 6 years ago, I came out to my family, my friends and basically everybody. No biggie. It wasn’t as widely acccepted then as it is now, and just the type of person I am, I was happy to help pave the way. Everyone took it really rough, but now people have basically accepted it. Me and my BF have been together for 5 of those six years so I like everyone else saw “forever” in the cards. Let’s fast forward to 2016. Nothing is the same. I wouldn’t say we’re going through a rough patch. I’m not even saying I don’t love him. I just think I’ve grown and matured and discovered that I miss the kitty. Unlike most gays, I don’t think I’ve been gay forever. It was something I kind of stumbled on and I was just fine with it. A few weeks ago, I went out with some coworkers, got silly drunk and piped her down. I’ve been thinking about nonstop and I even mentioned it to my BF. He thought it was hilarious, probably more so because she let me hit, but he has no idea, that I’d rather hit that again, and again and again. This is 26. Confused and I really feel like I have no one. Help!